Monday, April 7, 2008

A need

You see him
God.... he is so beautiful
So.... fragile
Why can't i be that fragile
that tender

His kisses are soft, magical
Causing more than just arousal
Causing intimacy
wanting love

He lays with you
Hugs you close
makes you feel
loved

I want him
his concept
his words
his......touch

Inspired by S.L

You jump, I

We stand on the edge
staring down at a watery grave

It's dark
so inviting

you grab my hand
I can't look at you

You whisper in my ear
' do it, no one cares, you just cause pain'

It's true
I close my eyes tightly. Picturing my life

I hurt her, and him, and her, and him, and etc.
I hurt them all

I squeeze your hand tightly
'do it'

I loosen my muscels, prepare for the end
'Don't'

It's him. Why is he here
I squeeze your hand and get ready to jump

'Please don't'
He whispers in my ear

Why is he here. WHY. I want to fall
Why does he care. I only hurt people

He steps up with me and grabs my hand
My heart stops

My eyes fly open and i look at him
He is beautiful

'Please don't' He say's again
I can't help it

I turn away from him and look at you
'Jump' I say

You Jump. Turning to look up
I am still on the edge

I am so sorry, Depression, I couldn't do it
He saved me

I'm sorry you had to die